Still alive ?

I was still alive. Without her.

And then something appeared in-front of me, which solidified me. Someone appeared in-front of me which made me motionless. Even the thick blanket kept above my chest began to bounce (due to the uncontrolled heartbeats.) I’m sure my face would have turned a complete pale red. Within 10 seconds, I could feel a thick layer of perspiration on whole of my skin. I felt a big stroke within myself, as if the bed below my hip had vanished and my body had directly crashed against the floor. I could feel the pain everywhere- in my wounded stomach, in my pierced thigh. I swallowed in waters from my tongue. I could think, do or speak nothing.

‘ Am I dreaming?’

‘ Am I wondering? I wish I’m not.’

She stood there still, like a statue of the goddess of beauty. For minutes she stood near the entrance but by the next moment, she was in motion. The goddess of beauty walked towards me. I was not only happy, but I was swollen up like a balloon as well.

Her eyes were as they were earlier. She came nearer and touched me, my fingers- I was blank. I felt like . . . . . . . . . . . . . I was blank. She gave her palms in mine and I felt like crying; like a 3 year kid does. She rasped the most soft palms of this world at my forehead and , then above my eyelids. She rode her fingers in my hairs and shuffled them. 

I felt like sleeping; forever. She still didn’t have a word and I couldn’t yet speak something. Two heavy drop of brine slithered from my eyes and fell at the pillow below my neck. She bent down and brought her face near mine. I felt her warmth. I sensed her warm breath. My face experienced her fragrance. Her smooth silky hairs titillated my face. She brought her face much closer.

Events going on were just unbelievable to me. She brought her face closer and scared me. I felt nervous.

She touched my palm and then only I realized that she hasn’t uttered anything till then, and, I had  just been dreaming. Her warm fingers were as long as mine. Was I dreaming again?

I closed my eyes when I saw her eyes just a few inches above my eyes. She kissed me, like we does to a sweet baby, on my forehead, on my cheeks and my ears.

Sometimes a few things happening in-front of our eyes seems unbelievable to us though they are real. It is said that as soon as we stop wanting something we get it. And who could understand it much better than me? When I had no expectations of surviving, I survived. When I had no hopes of having Aafreen in-front of me, she came in front of me and even kissed me. If these things were not a miracle, then what does a miracle stands for? Human never believes in supernatural things till he finds it in front.

She couldn’t control herself; she burst into tears and hugged me.  

And I ?

An stupid!

 An unmovable statue, shocked by all the unexpected things happening before him, one after another knew, that was merely a trick, destiny was playing; for he believed his destiny could never be that good. Somehow, I felt good because of her touch and her close clutch, at the same time I felt worst, for, She cried because of me.  

For seconds, I thought what to do and what to speak subsequently. Till then, I enjoyed her sensitiveness. She cried in my arms and once again assured me that she loved me