The Winter Ghost

Winter has approached again, quite late, though the time of my being the most invulnerable under my shield - my sweet cozy blanket reminding me my sweet ex girlfriend. The thing under my bed waiting to grab my ankle isn't real. I know that, and I also know that if I'm careful to keep my foot under the covers, it will never be able to grab my ankle. FEAR stands for fuck everything and run. Hah-aha! Are you scared of Ghosts? Have you came across a cutie Ghost? Hahaha!

The best thing about Ghosts I find is they make you forget your stress & anxiety,  your restlessness of making money, getting famous, getting dates, getting laid, or making friends. How Nonsense! Yes, I'm the shittiest nonsense you've ever met.  when we wake up post a dreadful ghost dream - take a deep sigh! thanks God, it was merely a shitty fucking dreadful dream & you relax, even I, forgetting your failure & heartbreaks. Getting happy, okay? Getting happy. 

Hearts can break. Yes, hearts can break. Sometimes I think it would be better if we died when they did, but they don't. God is cruel. Sometimes he makes you live. Did that appear a grave ghostly serious? I don't know why this fucking phenomenon happens with me - I feel fun but my writings always become super desperate, needy & clingy. One night my Friend Mishu got the grand opportunity of having a ruthless sex with his girlfriend when she asked him to see her one night  as she was scared of Ghosts peeping into her windows in her haunted house and . Maybe this shows that there is a close relation between Ghosts and Sex. It was the possibility of darkness and the winter and the Ghost that made his night seem so bright. Again bullshit? No seriously. Hahaha! No, maybe this why you find Horror movies flooded with sex scenes. No its not a shitty & weird Logic. Its a super sexy shitty logic. 

Ghosts are not that bad. They don't haunt more than the memories you try to get rid off. Winters remember everything...especially the hurts. The blankets - the touch.  Not getting scared of Ghosts is a nice quality to have if you are alone, but the only real requirement is the ability to remember the story of every scar of your life & the heartbreaks through which you've not yet moved on. Was that fucking serious again?