The Principle Of Life

There is something odd here. This is not the way I normally look at life and behave with an extreme blur plan of the almighty. I remember, never in my entire 23 years of appeasing life I have been so rapid. And especially when it comes to intermingling with a crowd near me, I'm quite selective. The space that surrounds my life is not that thick and only a sort of common people with common views fits well into my space.

The last three weeks of my life has given me some of the best memories of my life, of this I'm assured. I hven been on a new journey, where I can see a royal lushness,  a peaceful ceremoniousness; and having been surrendered to it , it took me a while to wonder - if  i get astray-ed ? I have ceased to hope for myself; sluggish endeavor and attempts to find happiness out of this morbidity, leading through a claustrophobic phase have promised me relief for a brief instant.

Some loathsome mark of evil is inside an enchanted wood , a wand of thorns placed amidst the heavy, glittering vestments of royalty with a magical clearing, had managed, casting a spell and bounding me in its trap down the age. Today I wonder if it's a similar alluring ? Haven't I bypassed this phase earlier which had broken me into fragments ? Should I be ready for some similar consequences and wash my face and look at life incredulously ?

Why, I would wonder, clutch a new bond ?

'because this is your last opportunity" my conscience would reply.

"All this happiness and Good- Luck . . . " I would interrogate myself.

"You belong to it ." Life would reply.

In course of this life , I ought to have examined that not all the people around our life should be given the sole right to handle it; and then another day, I learnt that life is a complete mystery. Life follows it's own principles of Separation and Hollowness. When you are desperate and when you urge to get who should gripe you hard when need a Pat, fall when you fell , Smile when you Smiled, Walk Side by side during a an evening, you get none; and while you are vulnerable and strong, Life will send the prettiest of people to First allure you to smile and ultimately shatter you to a tragedy.

Having been aware to this Principle of Life I fear, and live in the shades and the depth of the most appropriate shield of being a reservist. I no longer allow anyone to enter my space.  I am a man fulfilled -by only a small need- and it is , I see, what I have always needed to fulfill myself. My life is a dazzling sketch, executed with skillful art, a matter of fine dashing and wavy lines, Vibrant colors - mahogany and Gold and fascination. But incomplete without a background.

I am a very simple man. I have small goal for my life. Like any other simple boy, I have faced rejections in my life and today I'm happy with that. I am satisfied with who I Am and where I am. I am indebted to my handful friends who have always been here since the last 20 years with me, and with whom, I wish to spend the rest of my Journey. People will continue to come and continue to go. I will continue to slide from priorities to subsequent, form being subsequent to priorities in the lives of people around me. Well, I have learnt the art of living happily, without confessing, regretting or making any Carps.